It's been a while

Well its been a while since I have posted anything on my blog. A lot has changed in my life since my last post.

Me and Jeff are now divorced, I am living in Oklahoma and he is still in Virginia. I am currently in school. Jesse is living with my dad out in the country. He does better with him. Kenneth lived with me for a year and now he is with his dad in virginia. It was a hard decision to make but one I had to do for my sanity and to get him what he needs. The have better drs in Va than they do in Oklahoma. Kayla has been at the childrens center a places for specaial needs kids to get them the help that their parents can't give them. She has been there since December 5, 2008 and she is coming home October 1, 2009. I am do excited and nervous at the same time. I put here there because everytime I would pick her up I would pull my back out. She has learned to do standing pivots which helps a lot. She is doing most of the work and I don't have to do as much lifting. Which makes it really nice.

I met an amazing man. He walked into my life when I didn't think I needed anyone other than God and my kids. He showed me what its like to have someone really love you unconditionally. We are getting married May 15, 2010. I am excited but also nervous. I am excited because I finally found that guy that will always treat me the way I deserve to be treated. But also nervous that what if... something happens and he leaves me to? I know thats just doubts because of my last marriage I know im not perfect and I know David doesn't expect me to be.

Anyhoo, that is the latest on my life story....lol