Well the last few days have bene a emotional roller coaster. I have gotten to the point where I am just so overwhelmed with my life. I feel like what is the point anymore. I know that I deal with a lot more than most people on a daily basis with 3 special needs kids and I know God isn't going to give me more than I can handle WITH HIM. But geez does he have to trust me so much. I just want a break. I want people in this house to appreciate what I DO and not always focus on the negative and point out what I don't do. I have fallen into a really deep depression this week. Its a lot better today though. Me and hubby have been fighting for days about how I "NEED" his help and I need him there for me. I guess I am just at the point where I need someone to give something back to me and not me giving to everyone else all the time. ok I am done whinning for now its just frustrating how I work 7 days a week, take all the kids to their drs appts take them to karate 3 days a week and take them to church 2 days a week and sometime in between there I am supposed to clean the house have time for myself go grocery shopping and sleep. I just need a little help thats all.
Ok I am done whinning and complaing
On a good note Jesse graduated from ROTC quickstart today :)
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oh girl! i just want to sit down with you and let you vent while i feed you herbal teas and such!
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